Loneliness and weddings and everything else in between

For years, I've been content with compartmentalizing my relationships. I have a friend I can turn to for this, a friend I can turn to for that. But over the past few months, everything's changed, my world has shifted, I'll never be the same again.

I guess I'm already at that point in my life where I'm starting to look for that someone whom I can honest-to-goodness share my life with. Someone who will share it with me, no-holds-barred. Someone whom I can spend the rest of my life with.

And when you meet someone whom you think can potentially be that and later turns out not to be that is extremely disappointing.

Haaayyy. Weddings just do this to me.